Outlier

I write a lot. As a matter of fact tonight i was going to go to a Denny's or Diner of some sort and take my notebooks with me so I could write. I write a lot on my blog and my notebooks, and I would love to share all of it to the world but I can't. I've been writing a lot more personal stuff lately, stuff about love and other subjects rather than simple fiction. The reason I can't post stuff that I write down is because it's too personal and I don't mind sharing it. People are afraid of what they read if it reveals too much about a person. Especially if that person is closely related to them, in one way or another. Then all hell breaks loose because people read way too much into your shit and think that your a fucking ass hole, or a depressed looney. Then don't consider it's just a creative outlet, oh no not with all these fucking statistic's out about johnny and suzy and how fucked up they are. Everyone's an expert. Plus, everyone who encourages you or say that they want you to write some more only want you to write the stuff they want to read, what they think is pleasent or what they consider a "good read" or whatever the fuck they want. Otherwise it's no use and, again, you just turn into some kind of fucking looney. I'm not johnny, I'm not dick and I'm sure as hell ain't suzy or betty. I'm Alex, so fuck all of you - go analyze that.