I've been so busy lately, i haven't been able to do anything.
Either homework, or work, or with my friends.
I've also felt out of inspiration lately, its kinda odd.
I think i just need something to happen, something-anything.
I was ready to call it a night after i ate, that was around 7:30.
Theres a philosophy project i have to do, an analyzation of:
Saint Thomas Aquinas "Fifth Way" and David Humes "On an imperfect universe"
I'm learning so much in philosophy, i love it.
I also learned something about myself yesterday,
as i was talking to one of my closest friends Shanette.
I don't know how to dress casually, but i do not how to dress very formal.
I know what a Lapel is, and what vents are, and the evolution of 3 -2 button suites,
what looks European, and what looks American, and what types of shirts to wear with what ties.
Maybe thats why i wear what i do when i dance, because i know it.
I've been experimenting more with casual styles lately.
i want to take part in a discussion, a real one.
Not one guy trying to prove his point so forcefully, where he doesn't even listen or is too stubborn to change or see somethings differently. A real discussion, maybe about style or hip-hop.
That would be nice.
Also, I've learned from a conversation with my co-worker Joanne, that i am truly affraid of being alone. That is, really, the only thing i am afraid of.
Actually, I'm afraid of Cyphers as well, which is ironic.
I really need to start practicing more, on a side note.
theres so much to write, but i can't write it, my mind or body won't let me for some reason.
I suppose i'm waiting for that something to happen.
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"i don't know how to dress casually, but i do not how to dress very formal."
(you know how to dress casually, but you dont know how to dress formal? or is it the other way around?)
"I suppose i'm waiting for that something to happen."
(why wait, when you can try and look for it, or make it happen? in my opinion, things just dont happen like that. in order for something to happen, you somewhat have to help it start too. i guess its sort of like a cause and effect. an example, meeting someone new. it could happen like that, but most likely it involves you to do some work. and when i mean work i mean getting to know them, instead of ignoring them. so far, from what i saw the from the last 3 weeks, its fun meeting new people, but in my situation, it was hard :P but at the same time worth it.)
"Also, I've learned from a conversation with my co-worker Joanne, that i am truly affraid of being alone. That is, really, the only thing i am afraid of"
(afraid of being alone? you have family, cck, and friends! and there's billions and billions of people on this planet! there's no way you can be alone, unless you block people from your life. which is highly doubt you'll do.)
long comment, huh? my opinions might seem ridiculous, but i truely do believe in them :) lately, i've been speaking my mind. and i guess i have you to thank for that. i read a lot of blogs, but dont really reply to them. but your words (and advice) are a big inspiration and motivation. so thanks alot, and keep it up ;]
" I dont know how to dress casually, but i do know how to dress formally"
(Sorry, my typo. :])
"Waiting"
(I cannot make something i have no knowledge of happen. You see, if it were as easy as meeting someone new, i would be a much louder and bolder person, saying "hi" to more people and falsely asking for help in any of my classes. But, you see, i do not know what i want to happen ; i cannot even image of this "something" because its something i may have not experienced before -- I don't know. Thats why i say that i'm waiting. if you still don't really see my point of view, i'll offer another example. Falling in love: you cannot force yourself to fall in love. Enough said.)
"Alone"
No longer a word, but a concept in itself. Literally, i can never be alone, because you are true that i have family, CCK, and friends and even if all of the people i know died in an instant, there are still the billions of people out there that surround me. Further more, if all of them died, i have the memory's that i have, and music that fills me with such joy and excitement that it makes me want to dance. That is true, but i did not mean it in a literal sense, but more in the romantic sense.
I am not desperate, and am not hunting for a future mate, but it does make me wonder, if i will ever find a significant other? And truly, you can never know but only be satisfied with the things that you have, and are able to achieve. I'm not depressed, but it does make me wonder, and that thought morphs into such a cosmological question that has been disputed since there has been "rebels" in church.)
I Love discussions, so please continue with your comments. I would love to hear more from you. Thank you for taking the time to read, and think of the things i write about. I'm glad i helped.
Quicky1508
what is your definition of love?.
we both have different perspectives.
but here's my point of view: love is of course an amazing thing actually. it makes you happy and fuzzy inside, but in my book, its not a feeling, but i guess its that part of that thing that motivates and inspires you to keep on living. love is truely simply amazing. it is everywhere, but we have to find it. i'm not talking about the love we have toward inatimate objects, such as shoes and clothes, but romantic wise. everyday, is truely an adventure. but in the back of my head, i hope i find love. its hard to find the right person for you, i know. and i do get that "alone" feeling. it truely does make me sad. its hard to find someone. most of the people who do like me, like me for my looks, not my personality. its hurts me inside, its sort of like an ache that wont go away. sometimes i do want to give up, or break down and cry. but something also tells me to wait. to wait for the person who love me for who i am. that thought both makes me excited, yet unpatient. you know? it feels like i'm running out of time, and i dont know why. i guess its because the days seem like they're going by way to fast. i want to explore, and i want to see the world from a different perspective, but sadly i'm stuck "here". if you know what i mean. and lastly, for the time being, i'll stay anonymous.
In your definition of "Love" you have yet to tell me what it is. You have described it, but like Kant said to Descartes on the teleological question: You cannot describe something into existence.
I do not know what love is.
Logically: it is a collection of emotions and random chance.
I do not know what it is, but i do ponder it, and i have yet to come to a theory.
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